Litter boxx

You did not even exchange the favor i gave you..
I was only asking for teeny weeny help, and you just ignored it... your lame excuses..

IF IT WASN'T for ME you wouldn't have your ahemm 'rocker emo friends' ryt now..
If it wasn't FOR MY INFLUNCES i don't think you would even end up with your fanboys.
Your borrowed image.
You copied -> music from me, interests from me, even certain traits from me.

I bet You'd still be singing Beyonce and OPM ballads, (& wud still be wearing 'showband' kind of clothes!) if you didn't hear Paramore from me.

YOU, Being a Trendwhore is quite permissively okay for me,
but now that you're losing RESPECT for me just becoz you think you are such a great person --> with a known group of friends & CONNECTIONS, and a semi-celebrity suitor,
DONT YOU ever forget that you only COPIED your identity..

hehe okay lemme start with my xmas WISH list before i forget about it... haha WISH lang kasi i know i'ts kinda far from possible ryt now.. oh well.. simulan na ang PANGANGARAP ko

1. Hi Tech Gadgets and stuff...

*I'd actually want to get my Silver surfer Powerbook back...But I'd also like a MACBOOK PRO! haha yeah!... I think all its features would definitely HELP me with all my present and future professional needs.. sigh..laptop...

*A DSLR...kahit anung model.. basta Digital.. Haha I'd like to polish those potography skills before none of it is left..

* A video cam recorder! Try exploring films n artsy fartsy videos...

* Pen Tablet... Masayang pang edit ng graphic art...

2. For Leisure and Pleasure

* heehee a new guitar! acoustic, nylon, or whatever...basta gitara! para pag nag brownout, may past time ako... whut?! (toink!)

* or kung di naman yun eh Keyboards naman...mas madali mag compose kung piano eh..

* Maraming maraming mp3 songs! or kung di naman, i do REALLY wish i could retrieve my accidentally erased 450 songs in my ipod... sigh

3. FASHION ekek

* Plaid Clothes!!!
* More doll shoes
*Necklace and bling stuff haha!
* New eyeglasses or contact lens...

4. Misc...

* a kitty like Scion's British short hair!

You Are: 40% Dog, 60% Cat

You and cats have a lot in common. You're both smart and in charge - with a good amount of attitude. However, you do have a very playful side that occasionally comes out!

oh sabi ko na eh :p

There's a 16% Chance You've Been Abducted By Aliens

There's virtually no chance you've been abducted by aliens. But there's always hope for the future!

wahaha!

Your 80s Hunk Is

Jason Bateman

ooh.. uhmm i don't remember this guy.. XP

Your Vampire Name Is...

High Priestess of the Underworld

ahahaha! well i know the results were just random. XD yeah priestess

I think im back to square one on my thesis... I can't decide... My creative juice seems lethargic from all my 'staying up late escapades'... My YM is having problems.. garrruuuurrr... I need a one shot sideline.. I need munee munee munee!

Whats in store for me after college?

Person #1: "Ako magbabakasyon for a year. Then pasok sa comics industry."

Person#2: "Uhmm ako mag aapply na photographer sa FHM. Yung brad ko ipapasok ako dun eh."

Person #3: "Ako mag b-business!"

Tza: "Ahh... Okay."

Si Person #1 ay sobrrrang OC sa illustration details. A lot of people really admire his talent. Duh tol kaya mo yan...May kinabukasan ka jan. hehehe

Si Person #2 ay may bagong 400D na DSLR. And all photography watchamacallits ay bibilhin nya "maya-maya".

Si Person #3 ay mag ma-mana ng family business.

Si Hunny naman ay solved na rin sakanyang future sa Photography.

can someone tell me what I should do with my future? hahahah!

I just hope I won't be just sitting back wyl watching all their dreams/future come true. I want to have one too. Whatever,wherever.

Such sweet stalking that I can't resist...
I know Im better in a lot of unique ways,Im not comparing by the way...
I know... its just a phase that I should learn to outgrow sooner or later...
But it keeps on coming back! XD
The temptation I couldn't resist..feels like I was the child who ate the marshmallow.
I feel guilty afterwards...naaaht!!! I feel happy...deviously happy...
okay i gotta talk to someone about this.. XP weirdo... (hits head on the wall.)

Ampanget magkasakit...
Kaya nga sakit ang tawag dun eh...
It feels like sh*t to get sick...

a friend said okay nga magkasakit eh, it makes you feel alive.

Well,there was a time I used to say that..But times are different now...different..

THE GAME OF 40 QUESTIONS:
1. Does anyone know your password
YES... :p

2. What was the last thing you
ordered at McDonald's?
Fries and Burger

3. Are you an emotional person?
Yes...

4. Do you like your name?
uhmm yes.. but I like my nickname better XD

5. Do you believe in love at
first at sight?
uhmm.. no..

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
Yes. Her parents own this prestigious salon! XD

7. What was the last thing you did?
uhmm went to the potty to meet pooh! :p

8. Who is right next to you?
elmo..my stuff toy..


9. Who was the last person you ate
with?
I ate beside my sister.. hmm err it was Rowen coz we were both eating.. ;)

10. What song are you listening to?
heart-shaped box by nirvana

11. Hows the weather right now?
Coooold.. It just rained.. brr..

12. Last person you called today?
Landline? No one.

13. Last person who emailed you?
uhmm moderator ng Myspace? XD

14. Last song you sang?
"Conspiracy" haha while surfing few minutes ago..

15. Do you like anyone?
Like? I lo0ohve some1... tho he doen't blog abt us :( bwahaha!

16. Lost a friendship over something
stupid?
yes. but it wasn't something stupid.

17. Last thing you drank?
* water

18. Last thing you ate?
suman latik..yum

19. What did you do last night?
surf..

20. Faked being sick to miss
school?
ahaha! when i was a kid.

21. What time did you wake up today?
10am

22. Last person you texted?
My hunnyRowen...

23. Last person to text you?
My hunnyrowen... :p

24. What are you wearing right now?
orange sleeveless Pjs..lamig..

25. Are you too quiet to ask
anyone out?
nah! It depends.. XD

26. What is the first thing you
notice about the same sex?
attitude/charm..

27.Where are you right now?
* at home

28. What date and day is it?
* july 5, thursday

29. Planning to go anywhere today?
YES! If its nearly possible...
30. Where?
Kila rowen.. Nood kami ng apocalypto,happyfeet,etcetc lhat ng di pa namin napapanood!

31. Where else are you going today?
later,sa dreamland.

32. Are you watching TV?
* nope

33. Are you immature or mature?
* it depends..

34. Are you closer to your mom or dad?
Dad... =^^=

35. Have you traveled outside of the
country?
* not yet. i hope so.

36. What school do you go to?
UP, diliman...

37. Whats the most annoying thing?
* Judgmental and narrow minded people.. Lalo na yung mga plastic..

38. Do you like music?
* NO!!!! DUH!?!?! hhahahhahh!!! yes op cors!

39. Do you want to get married?
absolutely!

40. To whom?
Mr. Rowen Mikhail V. Tamse!!! <3 ;p

Saw transformers today with my hunny!!! It was sooo worth dragging my sore body to the mall! XD (after taking all kinds of painkillers and drugs) ahehe! Yun nga lang, dun kami sa first row kasi wala nang seats..Got a little stiff neck but its okay.. aaaw.. i heart bumblebee... :p though i would also consider that nokia phone/transformer.. ahaha! it was fun fun fun! heehee! Then we went to DD, and had a lil picture taking back at my place.. aaaw, I heart my heartey.. ;)

(DARN this cramps and my super duper hyperacidity...why do I always have to get some of these everytym its my 1st day...waaa!)

Mum's back! wahehe! yey...maingay na ulet :)

My mum's in Palawan, and my tita Eva already went home today after staying with us for two weeks...

It was really nice having her here with us..it helped all of us here.. She's such a gentle person with a big smile for everyone... I heart her... And I'll miss her T__T
Im going to buy her a gift tomorrow... :p

I woke up this morning without my mum's usual bugging to drag myself out of bed,eat,etc,etc. Its kinda nice... it was quiet... but too quiet... I came home from church, waited for Rowen's text..(the house is so quiet) so I surfed the net for awhile..had a chat with a friend..still no text from Rowen..I decided to hit the bed..turning,rolling...I miss the company of my mum.. Boohoo Mummy! XD haha! wala kasi siguro ako kasama at wala ako magawa kaya ganun...

And ALAS! my sister came home na...Kaya lang,she's stuck on the phone with her Bf... ayooon... ayan nagtex na rin yung Rowen... Yey..

ayun, yesterday was the happy hassle day.. luckily I was able to go to all my commitments yesterday.. yey! tho, i felt bad i wasn't able to see my heartey back on stage with 'Moita'.. hehe ( tho impromptu lng nman daw kasi) ayun, our set was totally a surprise. Last minute, Mc of 'Sandlady' had a session with us (na natuloy na sa gig namin) which just totally saved our music last night.. It was really much heavier and sounded awesome it was an honor... a hundred thanks to Mc... We star you.... XD

aveneto last night with the family was really fun fun!... yummy foooood!!! it was my sister's 18th bday.. Tho, she wasn't the only one who recieved presents.. XD heehee My aunt from Hawaii also gave me an advance bday present, something that i really wanted but wasn't sure if i had to buy one... a girly bag!!! omg I sound so girly..haha and besides i really can't make up my mind when it comes to lil girly bags coz my taste is just weird.. that bag was just perfect for moi! .. ayun...

Nung umaga... camwhoring with rowen and friends, naglaro ng pusoy dos,(they taught me how) and finally im getting better with that game! woohoo! (clap clap!) ;p

AYUN, gig tonyt ng College of Fine Arts for freshies,

6pm sa UP, Fine ARTS... ITS FREE!!!

set ng cathexis ay 9:40pm

Dystopia and maui's Taylor will be there also...etc etc...

We'll be doing a cover of enjoy the silence by Depeche Mode/Lacuna coil...

Special guest namin si Tzaddi T. of Dystopia.. kasunod namin sila sa set.. hehehe

grbe, @__@ naduduling na ako kakatingin ng live videos(enjoy the silence) ng Lacuna...

Thoooough...wish us luck kasi mejo madumi pa ang jam namin last tym.. kulang sa practice..kasi, kasi, KASI...di pwede ung isa dun. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

TomorROW tomorROW! i'll love yah! tomorROW lalah ladidah! happy day today! haha too much mush and huggs and kisses from my sweethunnyheartey but one other reason might be is that my meds are starting to work! ahaha! basta today is a happy day.. nyahahah! though, tomorrow ay ang aming gig, along with my sister's 18th birthday.. so gotta fly from UP to visayas ave.(location of party) to bluberry jamming studio to UP again.. sana walang traffic.. gotta charge my powers for - tomorROW tomorROW
il love yah tomorROWen and forever! grabeh.. ayun..

KINAKABAHAN AKO SA GIG!!! grrr... sana walang SABIT!!!

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aaw.. how ironic, i dont know much in hacking and web design.. tho, its Neo - The One.. not Neo Anderson - The Programmer ek ek.. nyahaha labo.. XD sayang..i liked Jack SparROW pa naman.. <3

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uhmm okay.. im not sure kung kilala ko ito.. XD

okay.. Latest news.. -> i finally convinced my mum to apply for a dsl! ahaha! ayun... long hot/rainy weird sunday...

THURSDAY june 7, 2007--> Special day for me. :) ahaha! my sweetheartey and I went to trinoma. It was my first time there. It was his idea, he said it was a good thing to take a break from all the enrollment stuff. Ayun, nice day, the weather's fine, tho mejo traffic sa north. We strolled and did window shopping sa stores na open. Explored the mall (thou mejo nakaka hilo due to some wet paint) Then nag timezone kami.. after some pangungulit i finally convinced my hunny to sing a song for me.. (dun sa Videoke cubicles ng timezone) ahahaha it was really FUN FUN FUN!!! mga ilang songs din un, then he sang Hands Down to me and got 100pts. aaaaaaw! :) I heart him very mmmuch <3 .. heehee! again it was FUN FUN FUN!!! :)

Friday --> DSL na kami.. woohoo.. then enrollment..un lang.

Saturday --> uhmm org meeting na di natuloy.. ahaha, then my Hunny craved for kimchi so nag kimchi kami..sa korean store ( na hindi na nagseserve ng cup noodles.. arr.. XD) Then i made "sushi" out of meatloaf, which tasted awful and kinda gave me a slight stomachache.. haha! un lang..

Today --> Hunny's in Tarlac.. Im at home.. and before we went to church it rained really hard. Then the sun came out,scorching humid..gave me a headache.. XD waaa... tho i still feel fine and good.. been excercising happiness just like what a friend said. like breathing air .. Brad,u knw hu u r! haha tnx :) ooh yey! Hunny's back! <3

haha! ayun, actually nung 1st day talaga, eh di ako pumunta dahil nag adventure kami ni "Hailee" sa quiapo. ayun, tumingin ng DSLRs. hanep, yabang na ni heartey ko, naka dslr na sumtym soon. i wish ako din. haha! tho sa birthday ko parang gusto ko naman ata bumili ng katana..ung "wakizashi" length lang. nyahahaah!!! It was a nice day, tho gloomy ung weather at least hindi mainit. It was a happy day for meeeh! I had fun w/ Him kahit na we were kinda, sweaty, sticky, and stinky. haha! I stil had a knight in shining armor with me. naks! teehee <3 but before we went rubbing elbows with the quiapo pips(literally), we dropped by sa holy cross to pass some final papers regarding some certificate ek ek. ayun, murky hazy nostalgia, when we passed by the "function place/chapel" (not sure what it was called XDoo chapel nga ata un!)... its like "i was here almost 7 mos. ago..." anyway, then bumisita sa lolo ni rowen.. then quiapo na...


Okay today, i thought mahihirapan ako mag enroll kasi hindi ako nag online registration ng subjects sa isang di malamang dahilan --> laziness? ahaha! at late pa ko dumating sa UP. tongerkz din ako. ANG SAYA SAYA makatambay ang ibang tao.. grabe.. euphoria...ahhh.. :) anyway, ayun since "graduating" ako, no sweat na pala ang pag enroll. HAHAHA! un nga lang grabe...si Prof R**NO** ang nakuha ko... sheesh he's a good fella..un lang siya. the thing is i don't think he can push me that hard,or teach me extra helpful stuff regarding my THESIS research. waaaa!!! okay my dear tzadako, you just have to trust on ur own super powers. ahaha! bummer..darn...shkeesh... oh the bloody price to pay... this is madness... no, this is my laziness T___T

Level 1
(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
(x) drank alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(x) in/been in love…I AM in Love
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted…when I was a kid
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight… yeah! Back in elementary, twice.

SO FAR: 5

Level 3
(x) snuck out of the house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone out on a blind date

SO FAR: 7

Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person... hehe ....
(x) skipped school
(x) slept (not sex) with a co-worker…with my heartey! XD hala..
(x) seen someone/something die

SO FAR: 11

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush or liked one of ur friends..”like” lang
( ) been to Paris
( ) been to Spain
( ) been on a plane
(x) thrown up from drinking…haha 1st time eh. XD

SO FAR: 13

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
(x) been mosh pitting

SO FAR: 15

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers.... er mild pain killers...
( ) love/loved someone who you cant have
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel…actually it was a “sand angel”

SO FAR: 18

Level 8
(x) had a tea party…at my 13th bday!
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up…cosplay? haha

SO FAR: 23

level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledging
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school…both

SO FAR: 27

Level 10
(x) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) killed a snake..it was a baby snake @_@

so far: 31

Level 11
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed/vandalized
(x) robbed someone...--> my sister heehee
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a deer..sa zoo

SO FAR: 36

Level 12
(x) won a contest
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
(x) been in a car/motorcycle/4-wheeler accident…in a tricycle accident hehe

SO FAR: 38

Level 13
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole tub of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight..while raining pa nga.

SO FAR: 40

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
SO FAR: 43

Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the world
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying…nung na OD ako sa solmux XD

SO FAR: 47

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sang karaoke…OO!!
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

SO FAR: 52

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose → coke
(x) kissed in the rain…yes teehee!

SO FAR: 56

Level 18
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about..sa baywalk!
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR: 60

Level 19
(x) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true

SO FAR: 63

Level 20
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis/dick" in class
( ) swam with dolphins

SO FAR: 64

Level 22
( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
( ) kissed a fish.. --> eew
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes. Haha comfy..
(x) Sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 66

Level 23
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs…what’s going on! Heeyeah!
(x) done/attempted a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 5 hours
(x) stayed up all night…lantern parade anyone?

SO FAR: 69

Level 24
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had/been in a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone

SO FAR: 71

Level 25
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have/had more than 30 pairs of shoes throughout your life.....
( ) gone streaking
(x) gone to jail...sa jail booth?

SO FAR: 74

Level 26
( ) played chicken --> how do you play "chicken" ?
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
(x) been easily amused

SO FAR: 77

Level 27
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made a porn video
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed..i was happy my most beloved ones were w/ me that "sad day"
SO FAR: 80

Level 28
( ) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you... random street kids XD eew.
(x) cheated on a test
(x) forgotten someone's name…happens all the time
( ) slept naked
( ) French braided someones hair...
(x) gone skinny dippin in a pool
(x) been kicked out of your house..hehe after 5min pinabalik ako.

SO FAR: 85

Level 30
(x) Rode on a roller coaster
(x) went scuba-diving/snorkeling
(x) had a cavity
(x) Black-mailed someone → my sister XD ahaha
(x) been black mailed → by my sister .. nye!

SO FAR: 90

Level 31
(x) Been used
(x) fell going up the stairs..hehe nagmamadali kc.
( ) licked a cat
(x) bitten someone
(x) licked someone..hala XD

94 out of 133…

aaaw.. my vacation days are swiflty coming to an end. Its good and yet, at the same time bad for me.. shuckzz... i don't have any idea for my thesis.. but school days for me means, getting out of the house and having something to do! yey.. kaya lang thesis na nga eh!.. huhuhu... and then we have the rainy daze... gotta buy a jacket. sheesh... biglang babagsak ung ulan ng pagkalakas lakas! bumaha tuloy sa tapat ng bahay namen.. my poor rowen had to march thru the baha ..

ayun....

despite the ever changing weather, im also undergoing certain issues in my life. some things that i wasn't aware of.. kaya pala... ganun pala yun.. kala ko there's something really wrong with me na eh. Thanks to a very helpful girl friend who talked to me about things that kept boiling deep inside my ocean of emotions.. haha! it felt like treading upon unfamiliar grounds, coz i haven't reached this stage in a relationship before. well, that's life.. we keep on learning new things.. thankiesss conch.. :)

Todays' weather was quite gloomy, so my mood got kinda biased. Then my mum's manicurista friend dropped by and gave my little indians and piggies a good ol' grooming. it felt really nice, and very relaxing... grabe kikay, it feels "pink" haahaa labo, then i met up w/ Zie n my Cuz, went to megamall to hit the ice skating rink. haha grabe bakit bagal ko nah? tartel! Was it really that ages ago nung huli kaming nagskate? it took awhile for my rugged feet to be friends with the iced floor again.sheesh, weird biglang may sumirit na poopoo-ish colored liquid sa isang part nung rink. "oil spill ba un?" sabi nung katabi ko. haahaa ewan.. i remember when my hybrid cousins from states were here, playing "you're it!" on ice.. it was really nice.. i doubt we could do that again, coz gurang na sila eh, at ako din pala.. then after skating sugod sa ulan para pumunta ng congressional to meet Rowen. Dami tao,DAMI traffic, DAMi mud, DAMI NAKATAPAK SA PAA ko!. grr.. bummer walng taxi. nakarating din, and it was all worth it. haahaahaa!!!that was my day... Dad always asks what my "highlight of the day" was.

i miss my dad..

evrytime i'm alone.
in that moment when you're about to dream..
when all things just fade and the untangible world comes into view.
i just have to hold onto my sanity before it slips away..
There are reasons.
And all things come together for good.
i know you're doing great. :)

these past few weeks has been pretty busy for me. malltours evry weekend (Fri - Sun) papers and office reports on weekdays. I worked w/ Rowen during the malltours. Its a good thing he joined me, though i think if it wasn't for karel, di ko sya mapipilit. (bummer.. haha!) pero di nman daw sabi niya. heehee dapat lang! ayun, d creamsilk malltour was fun...at first...thinking that ud earn money by manifesting a little amount of ur talent, wyl being working partners w/ ur Lover in a cool mall was quite exciting. tho, the pressure craved in and later, before i knew it, we were exchanging ticked off glances and misunderstood conversations. maybe, we couldn't resist the urge to retort which resulted to a pissed off lover. Due to nagging, pestering, annoying customers, the stress laid at our shoulders became more and more inevitable. i thought we were growing apart. But, as days passed by, we became more sensitive and understanding w/ one another. woohoo!!! hehe the powerrr of luuuhv. ;)

AAAAnd....

It was a chilly night, MAY 19, 2007, approximately 10pm, Rowen n I became adopted parents of Sushi! a homeless frightened little kitten. we wer walking home, when from nowhere we heard a faint cry err..faint 'meows'? long story short we found Sushi in a box at the ceiling of a waiting shed. Her eyes just opened that night. Baby kitten pa talaga.. ayun, so dun sya kila rowen,and his dad named her Sushi! heehee! sooo cute... sayang wala pa syang picture. Rowen is such a sweeeet "dad" hehe :)